Old
Math: The Calculus of May 4, 1970
Neil
Young’s song still dances around my brain
Forty
years after that fateful Monday, May 4th, 1970:
“Four
dead in O-hi-o. Four dead in O-hi-o.”
The math
is both hard and simple:
4th
day of the fifth month of the 1970th year of the Lord.
77
Guardsmen with fixed bayonets advance toward the crowd.
13-second
fusillade;
67 shots
fired, many into the ground or into the air;
4 dead in
Ohio: Jeffrey Miller. Allison Krause. Sandy Scheuer. Bill Schroeder.
Their
ages: 20, 19, 20, and 19.
9 wounded
in O-hi-o: John Lewis, Thomas Grace, John Cleary,
Alan
Canfora, Douglas Wrentmore, James Russell, Robert Stamps.
Dean
Kahler permanently paralyzed.
Donald
MacKenzie wounded from a distance of 750 feet.
Branded
into memory, the image of Mary Ann Vecchio,
Horror on
her face, arms extended over the lifeless body of Jeffrey Miller,
Shot
through the mouth:
John
Filo’s Pulitzer winning photo
Developed
inside every young American’s brain.
58,000
Americans dead in the Vietnam War;
10 times
that many wounded; how many with deep psychic injury?
Uncountable
millions of Vietnamese soldiers and civilians.
A couple
hundred million Americans torn up in anguish,
Conflicted,
confused—a confusion that can never be resolved.
The old
chant continues:
“Tin
soldiers and Nixon coming,
We’re
finally on our own,
This
summer I hear the drumming,
Four dead
in Ohio.
Four dead
in Ohio.”
Robert M. Coughlin
Kirtland,
Ohio
May 4, 2010
2 comments:
Thank you for this poem, for not allowing this memory to fade away.
Tears in my eyes from the poignant memory.
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