Old
Math: The Calculus of May 4, 1970
Neil
Young’s song still dances around my brain
Forty
years after that fateful Monday, May 4th, 1970:
“Four
dead in O-hi-o. Four dead in O-hi-o.”
The math
is both hard and simple:
4th
day of the fifth month of the 1970th year of the Lord.
77
Guardsmen with fixed bayonets advance toward the crowd.
13-second
fusillade;
67 shots
fired, many into the ground or into the air;
4 dead in
Ohio: Jeffrey Miller. Allison Krause. Sandy Scheuer. Bill Schroeder.
Their
ages: 20, 19, 20, and 19.
9 wounded
in O-hi-o: John Lewis, Thomas Grace, John Cleary,
Alan
Canfora, Douglas Wrentmore, James Russell, Robert Stamps.
Dean
Kahler permanently paralyzed.
Donald
MacKenzie wounded from a distance of 750 feet.
Branded
into memory, the image of Mary Ann Vecchio,
Horror on
her face, arms extended over the lifeless body of Jeffrey Miller,
Shot
through the mouth:
John
Filo’s Pulitzer winning photo
Developed
inside every young American’s brain.
58,000
Americans dead in the Vietnam War;
10 times
that many wounded; how many with deep psychic injury?
Uncountable
millions of Vietnamese soldiers and civilians.
A couple
hundred million Americans torn up in anguish,
Conflicted,
confused—a confusion that can never be resolved.
The old
chant continues:
“Tin
soldiers and Nixon coming,
We’re
finally on our own,
This
summer I hear the drumming,
Four dead
in Ohio.
Four dead
in Ohio.”
Robert M. Coughlin
Kirtland,
Ohio
May 4, 2010
Thank you for this poem, for not allowing this memory to fade away.
ReplyDeleteTears in my eyes from the poignant memory.
ReplyDelete