[All names in this poem are fictional]
The Deep-down Loneliness of
the Homeless and the Hungry
Again and again I have
noticed the deep down loneliness
Of the homeless folks who
dine with us . . .
Liz, now walking with a cane,
sneaking around the church
Looking for a cranny where
she can spend the night,
Her mind a jumble of
sweetness and anger.
Stanley, dressed impeccably,
looking like an insurance salesman,
Wheeling his cart full of his
possessions. I wonder
Where does he sleep? How is
he able to clean up,
Present himself as if he is some
upper middle class white collar guy . . .
Jimmy, looking much older,
talking to himself,
Friend to my blacksheep
cousins—could have married one of them!
Erin, who eagerly hugs Cathleen,
then comes to the kitchen while we are cleaning up—
To hug her again.
He looks like he should be
able to make it,
But something mysterious
holds him back.
I look at the beautiful
children, daughters and sons of the Homeless or Hungry,
Wonder about their futures.
Right now many of them are happy, carefree.
One reminds me of my
beautiful grandsons!
Where will they be in
January, when Lake Erie sends us feet of snow and blasts of bitter
Cold? I think: I could help
these innocent ones . . .
Jack sitting all day near the
wall by McDonalds, with his homeless cart,
What does he do, how does he
spend his time?
Another Jack, looking like an
Indian,
His hair pulled back in a
ponytail,
Sometimes very sweet,
sometimes staggeringly drunk.
Most have their routines,
lunch at the Salvation Army, supper at St. James or St. Mary’s,
Sometimes enough coins
scrounged for McDonalds,
Mornings and afternoons at
the Morley Library,
Nights at Project Hope, or in
some car, in an alley,
An abandoned building, on
somebody’s porch,
In a tent by the Grand River,
in the woods behind the power plant.
So little comfort in their
everyday lives, lives we can barely understand.
I hope we bring them good
food two nights a week,
Some companionship, some
kindness,
Some beauty,
Maybe a laugh . . .
Wish we could do more . . .
Bob Coughlin / September 15, 2016